Hey! How great to hear from you! Sorry to hear you're still struggling, and in answer to your question, no, I'm not sure it ever really ends. I'm kind of ok, really. I still battle with food and eating every day and I was up to a good weight until last year when I started a new antidepressant. Mood wise I'm much better but the weight dropped off a bit too much. I'm pretty stable now and I haven't had any hospital admissions for ages. I'm living on my own now Ina flat in sutton with my cat and I love it. The psychiatrist I used to see on the NHS moved and because he's the only person I've ever been happy talking to, I am now seeing privately once every few weeks.
Yeah, I went off live journal for three or four years and came back about a year ago. I found a nice ed community and turned my new journal into a record of photographs for my sewing and glasswork. It's how I spend most of my time.
I've thought of you ever so much, actually, and I wondered if you were around in LJ still. My email is email@example.com, and you can always get me by using my danimalstitcher live journal account.
Sending love. X